people said that you can't live in the past to start a whole new life . well,,there's a problem because i live in the past for so long . until today to tell the truth,, i still miss him . only god knew how much i miss him . all our memories still kept in my heart . i could not let it go . so many times i have been thinking why i still stuck in the past even when i already moved on . or did i really moved on?? .
thinking about that make me felt powerless . right now even a snapped can break me into pieces . i still miss him . but why? . i didn't wait for him anymore . i stop waiting for him quite long ago . i asked my heart that question,,and it answered because i need him . i never need a person like i need him . and i guess he will never find that out .
the strange thing is,, of course i miss him when how can i miss other person when i always wanting to be with him? . how can i not love him when he is the only person i have ever been closed to?
how can i forget him when he make the ground shook by saying " I miss you" when he texted me at each time since we broke up? .
i am still his ex-girlfriend . i knew where's my place . but when he said like that,, he made me confused . do i still in my place where i knew i was? . or he taking me to somewhere else ? . i didn't dare to ask him that . because i have no strength to deal with that pain again .
i didn't tell him . but i do miss him so much . i miss the time when we change our stories . about what we did for the day . about my life and hearing his . i didn't miss him because his my ex . i didn't miss him because i didn't see him . i miss him because he's the only person that i can share anything . and i felt that i found myself .
hurm........ words can't describe my feeling . i don't think that by writing it any longer can actually make you understand .
thinking about that make me felt powerless . right now even a snapped can break me into pieces . i still miss him . but why? . i didn't wait for him anymore . i stop waiting for him quite long ago . i asked my heart that question,,and it answered because i need him . i never need a person like i need him . and i guess he will never find that out .
the strange thing is,, of course i miss him when how can i miss other person when i always wanting to be with him? . how can i not love him when he is the only person i have ever been closed to?
how can i forget him when he make the ground shook by saying " I miss you" when he texted me at each time since we broke up? .
i am still his ex-girlfriend . i knew where's my place . but when he said like that,, he made me confused . do i still in my place where i knew i was? . or he taking me to somewhere else ? . i didn't dare to ask him that . because i have no strength to deal with that pain again .
i didn't tell him . but i do miss him so much . i miss the time when we change our stories . about what we did for the day . about my life and hearing his . i didn't miss him because his my ex . i didn't miss him because i didn't see him . i miss him because he's the only person that i can share anything . and i felt that i found myself .
hurm........ words can't describe my feeling . i don't think that by writing it any longer can actually make you understand .
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