what happened to my kittens??

i had 3 kittens actually . and now its all gone . my family are all very sad bout what happened because we thought that we might be able to keep it for a long time . but that just didn't happen . our first kitten died because of some illnesses i believed . it was very small at that time . the second kitten was a different story . by the time it was about 3 weeks it had an accident . apparently half of its leg was gone . the things started when mumi started the engine of her car and suddenly the kitten fall down from the bottom of the car and screaming . i took a look at it and all i knew that its leg was gone . i cried when i looked at the kitten . it keeps screaming because of the pain . when i picked it up and looked into it's eyes it looks like it was crying too . my sis and mumi drove off to the clinic immediately . for 3 days the kitten struggled with the pain and i took care of it . eventually it died too . i buried it at my backyard . i dun have any pictures of it because it was very sad and scary to see the pictures of its leg and what remains .

my third kitten : from front view

my third kitten : from side view

my third kitten is very special . it was born with a leg longer that the other . a birth defect in other words . the longer leg bends at the middle . because of that the kitten can't walk properly . for a while it stayed wit us for a few weeks . but unfortunately it went missing 3 days ago . i searched everywhere but there's no luck . and now its mother has gone crazy . mak kucing cantik telah meroyan . huhu . everyday for all day it searching the kittens . pity the cat . all i can do is watch as it keeps on calling the kittens . i dunno maybe by their names . some cat's language . ok i'm not a cat eventhough i'm cute like a cat how can i know??? . but i did try to caunselling the mother . huhu . at least i try to do something ok . but i think the mother is going to be just fine . haha ! well just wait and see .

twilight

well i know that many of you have watch twilight . some of you may have read the novel . i don't want to be a fanatic fan of robert pattinson or edward cullen . but the truth that i was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with edward cullen is undeniable . huhu . no!!! i'm not in love with edward ok!! . i just thought and dream/hoping that there will be a guy out there like edward . well i know there is one out there . but that type of guy is so hard to find in these days!! . haha . well i think edward is the perfect guy in town ermm almost perfect but in a sexy way . the sexy thing is he is a 100 years old vampire . what could be more irressistible than that?? right?? but we already know that he really loves bella and will do anything to save bella . against all odds . his family , his enemy , his vampire part trapped in his body . that guy is the ultimate guy-to-date . huhu . maybe some of you might think that he is the ultimate guy-to-have-a-life-with . but for me if i have that type of guy the ultimate guy in front of my eyes definitely he will be the guy-i-want-to-spent-the-rest-of-my-life-with . owh i forgot . scratch 'the vampire' from the list . i don't want to live a life and rotten underground while he live young for forever . no way!!

bite me , edward

the sexiest vampire in town!!

i'm tired

i'm tired of thinking

i'm tired of suffering?
i'm tired of remembering..
i'm tired of fighting myself
i'm tired of ignoring
i'm tired of searching
i'm tired of pretending
i'm tired of waiting
i'm tired to keep myself up
i'm tired mostly of you
i want to get out

caught on tape!!

it's hot!!
it's sexy!!
it's crazy!!
it's must watch video!!

the free-doom day

first thing that i want to tell you is that you can't hate us for being such a lovely girls . haha!! . right2?? . come on the 91's!! . hehe =] . so what you can do is watch us and admire us bcoz we are crazy and just girls in anyway . yup!

graduation day

yup2! the graduation day moment! . love every moment of it . but sadly i can't publish the video here bcoz there's some problem uploading it . so i'm very sorry guys . but if anyone wants the video let me know and i'll email it to you . insyallah .

somehow i think i better upload my pic rather than the video coz i'm not in the video . bgus sgguh . haha!! . yup!! . it's just so hard to resist my ugly face!! . huhuhu =}

playing bitchy or whatever i don't care haha!!

nie la plajar berbudi bhs (cik ziha yg pkai blazer tu)
** yg cute tu pn sme gak haha!!

kiela the mental institute girl haha!! =}

hugs and kisses?? to khaleeda!! muax!!

kesedihan yg melampau! . didn't expect that i finished up the whole bunched of tissue . haha!! so now u can see me cry . sush tau nk tgk air mte perempuan tmbh2 saye orgnye . insaf2 ... hehe =]

mouth cramped

quel est le problème avec toi ? . pourquoi voulez-vous m'éviter ? . venez sur être un ok d'homme. vous voulez continuer à m'éviter pendant combien de temps ? . jusqu'à le moment où ? . vous blessant vraiment mon coeur . merci pour cela . je l'apprécie vraiment . vouloir juste que vous sachiez que je vous déteste vraiment vraiment en ce moment . essayer de traduire cet ok . Je suis AU-DESSUS DE TOI ! !

haha i'm speaking french now! . can you read that?? . huhu i'm thanking someone actually . haha to say thank you it takes about a full paragraph of an essay ! . i don't think i can survive living in france . for sure by the end of the day i'll have a mouth disease , a 'mouth cramped' . it's deadly i bet that .

this saturday i'll start my driving license class . i'll have a 5 hour briefing . seriously boring ok . can that briefings make me a decent driver?? . what?? . hey!! . i'm a decent person like i've always been ok . but to be a good driver?? . hah! .

pretty white cottage

what a pretty white cottage! . i hope i can have it someday . for my holiday . to relax and find peace . bcoz my life is not really peace at this moment . its hectic . wutevaaa .

the best

if she knew to fall before she falls .
if she change before she changed .
if she cry before she cries .
if she hurt before being hurt .
if she listen before she ignores .
if she afraid before being scared away .
if she look before i looked away from her .
if she learn before failing .
if she love after knowing what love is....
none of this thing will happened .
only if
but she is just young at heart .
wants to be free .
wants to be love .
wants to be happy .
by all means she has it
only that she didn't realised
how lucky she is
i want to tell her that it is not to late to find who she is
that time will never decide her
she will decide her time
she will find a true meaning of love
she will because she is the reflection of me
i believe in her to make the difference
as i believe in myself
always

to she : i have once said to u if i have a younger sister i want her to be just like u . u know who u are .

it will be over soon

s-p-m

bye2

bye senior class 2008

hope to see u all nxt year!

on the result day....

hahahaha

merah

first raya day in my house has always been as usual . not many guest and relatives came to my house today . on the morning as usual i woke up early . prepare kuih raya . and everything then eat . ahaha!! . after one month of fasting finally i can eat a lot . well my favourite food of coz la rendang and kuah kacang . yum yum!! . thnx to alip for the lemang and rendang he gave . all the way from rembau . original! . i like the lemang . he said he made it himself . ok . i jus got back from visiting my mumi's fmly . which took about 5 minutes to get there . by car . saya ni la orangnye yang xde kampung . ahaha! . sad =[ . yup i got some duit raya . but money is not important . the important thg is family bond . i love to see my cousins . they are all really cheerful and fun . my most closest cousins . marina is having pmr exm dis year . i wish her the best of luck . i want her to be successful in pmr . i went to her house juz now . where i actually having fun playing wit her cat!! . my god! . the cat is so fat and cute! . it is the biggest cat i've ever seen in my whole life!! . lucky my sis took pics when i was playing and padding the cat . the cat is a 'he' . and it's name is MERAH .

my sis nora and me playing wit the cat . cuddling and hugging the cat like a big pillow! ahaha !

geramnye dgn kucig ni!! it's so damn cute! i wish i had a cat like that! owwh =}

ahaha!! i wonder...? who would you pick??

raya eve 2008

tired!! yarh . every year on this very special one nite i felt exhausted . cleaning house like mad! luckily raya is only once a year . never mind . beside i like to do all those work . u can lose weight by doin all the work . ahaha!! . i didn't bake anything this year . i wan to but juz dun hav enough time to do . fasting month was my trial . so i am really busy studying everything . and my brain juz got tired and jammed by all kind of things! . and this is the only time i can put myself away from books . so i want to spend my free time this holiday wisely . if can uhuhu=] . yela wit great movies on tv it is so hard to keep ur eyes on the books! . u noe wat i mean rite? so to u i wish selamat hari raya . maaf zahir dan batin .

merdeka celebration

it is so boring weyh! . wut eva . i dun wan to tell bout what the school had done . menyampaikan perutusan is the main xtvt . what's wrong la wit our politicians?? . nevertheless i was really fun that day coz finally i wear kebaya! . weird rite? . yarh i never wear a kebaya before . i dunno . i think i dun wan to look old in kebaya . but now i've grown up and decided to give kebaya second chance . and that red kebaya belong to my mother . ehehe! . baju pinjam la nih . huhu =] . we all took a chance on that day to be fab and taking pics.

first time i saw bavi wearing sari . nice! ahaha!!
the 91's!! my most favourite group!! go crazy 91's!! ahaha=]
atie, dadapi, fida and ziha . they all single ok! yeaaa girls rule!!

quick holiday

actually i dunno the actual date coz it has been bout 2 months since i last wrote on this blog. so i kind of forgot. but yarh i remember dat me and my famly plus my aunt's fam went to bagan lalang. we went there juz to refresh ourself. but so sad i didnt hav a chance to ride a horse that day. coz that time it almost break-fast time and we had to prepare our dinner. the greatest part is that i ate a lot! ahaha! how in the world i can resist myself from my favourite food, seafood! ahaha! yarh i have a lot of fun eating! uhuhu!
do i look weird in this pic?? is it my body? owh for ur info this pic is taken by my sis before we had our dinner. so dun simply think ok!!!
i juz like the scenery. my sis is a bad photographer eventhough wit her canon ixus!

from left : me, my mumi, aunt ani, angah, aida, abg apiz

Friday, August 22, 2008

whoaa!! gosh holiday is like hell! so much homework n exercise . trial is just around the corner . i feel like time is running out! . god please help me . let me do well in this trial . i found this song "i kissed a girl" by katy perry n i like it . ok i know this song is like a gay song . but who cares? . i like the music! . woohoo!!

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

i am so so so hepi!!huhu . why?? bcoz i had the best gifts eva for my burfday! . yup! no doubt bout it =] . i've planned wit mandy, wanie,kiela n bavi 2 go out, a 'girls out' 4 my bday . yarh we had some sort of argument bout where 2 go n what 2 do 2 waste our time on dat day . unfortunately bavi can't join us bcoz she had a prom nite on dat vry same day so juz 4 of us went out . we watched i-max at times square . after d muvie i wait 4 mandy n michael wit wanie n dian juz in front d mcd bcoz mandy said she wants 2 buy somethg . suddenly wanie closed my eyes n she said we had a suprise 4 u . i was like so confused dat time . then when i open my eyes . Afnan was standing right in front of my eyes!!! . ahaha! of coz i shouted like hell! i mean i was suprised 2 see him ok
earlier dat day i asked him if he want 2 go out wif me n he said he can't go . so i didn't expect anythg lar .
but d truth he lied to me all of them lied to me!! for 1 whole week! they've planned 4 this all this while!!
ok i am not angry to them la . how can i feel angry to them?? . i feel hepi coz they did somethg special juz 4 me . i appreciate it alot . i was blessed to have them in my life.. luv u guys like forever! haha!!

ok here is some sneak peek on dat day~~~~

~~at times square (me n kiela)


~~ me wit d lolipop huu=]


~~ at the pavilion


~~ my bday cake sponsored by my sis


~~ Afnan gave me perfume huhu=] Thnx darl!


~~ cik afnan n cik fida

Sunday, August 10, 2008

YEEHHAAAAA!!!
I'M SEVENTEEN!!
10+7
ahaha! . so hepi!! . to my frens thnx 4 d wish! . to mandy, wanie, kiela, bavi,michael, dian and afnan . thnx a lot!!! . i luv u guys so much!! . dis is the best bday eva + most shockingly suprised after all!! . ahaha! . thnx!! . i'm so tired la today . so i will continue blogging to tell u more bout my suprised bday bash !! . see yar soon! =]

jus edit dis pica from fotoflexer . jus a simple edit not much! . tp cam ape je pic ni . wuteva .

Friday, July 25, 2008

MALUNYE!!!!! . ehehe=] . now everyone noe my secrets bout mr.ong . adoiyaii . i beg to u all pliz jgn kantoi dpn mr.ong sudahla . x snggup woo~~ . yesterday i almost do sumthg stupid! . after school finish . i packed my thgs n leave the class . suddenly i saw mr.ong walking towards me . and he's looking at me!(mke die nmpk mcm nk tgur) . but dont noe why in the world i turn my head the other side (padahal mr.ong ade kat dpn ak) . then i realize what the heck??! . so i turn back and look at him . but he just walk away without looking back . haiyaa!! . now i feel he must think i am crazy coz my face at dat time look like i juz saw a ghost (mr.ong ke ghostnye?? huhu=]) . then to make thgs worst! . mandy who actually behind my back at that time saw evrthg and she laugh! (truk tul mandy!!!) . she laugh out loud ok! . of coz mr.ong dgr mse tu and msti die pk 'budak2 ni da gle ke? nmpk ak trus tgelak' . ya allah malunye!!! . xtau la pasni ak nk letak kt mne muke ni ble ade mr.ong
** today i tserempak mr.ong twice!! that one time i almost bumped him bt then i wish 'gudmornin' where its actually 5 pm at dat time! sengal! bt he said helo to me.. uhuhu=] He's cute!

Saturday, July 5, 2008

i feel so gloomy today . feel like the earth juz fell on top of my almost botak head . i didn't come to dic (prostar) . bcoz i feel disappointed wit some ppl there . why i must come if evryone around me pretending/faking that they actually have no problems wit me?? . i hated ppl like that!! . the mess all started bcoz they all xpuas ati wit me . i heard that they unsatisfied bcoz i alwys join prostr xtvt . i alwys give ceramah . i alwys have super attention from bonda . i alwys get credits like "sifu prostar",master larh what kind larh! . so they senyap2 did a meeting (behind my back) and mengadu to our pengerusi . i heard that they want to find evidence as a proof . actually i didn't mad at them . what they feel is not wrong . i think dat they are damn right bout dis . sometimes i also feel unsatisfied bout some things happened in prostr . but the thing is why??!! why on earth they didn't talk to me bout dis thing at first place???? . nape nk tuggu dah jadi parah bru nk bukak cerita?? . bknnya ak nk berperang pn klu dorg cerita prkara sbnr . skrg things already hapen . they expect that i don't know bout dis matter . HELLOW!!! we're speaking about norafidah rite now ok?? . but nvr mindla . all dis time in my whole life ppl alwys did that to me . being hated by other person is prkara biasa . i dun mind . but hey why i have to bother?? . i will quit from prostr sooner or later anyway!! . hahaha=] . ak sntiasa doakan prostar maju tanpa ak dan ak berjaya tanpa prostar