my reading habit - is a fairytale story

i was searching some website on the internet . then i ran through this website about books,, and i suddenly realized that i haven't read books for so long! . i used to read books and novels . i even have collection of books at my home where i used to read whenever i had spare time . and i used to buy books . my hobby before was reading (still remember when i was in form 4 - and my friends asked me to write a biography - and i wrote my hobby there - READING) until i went to matric and then started busy with studies . no longer books authored by Nicholas Sparks or Sophie Kinsella or Sidney Shieldon . only lecture notes by En. Hisham,, Pn. Fazilah and Pn. Azimah (all of them was my 2nd sem lectures- i forgot names of my 1st sem lectures- hahaha ;p) which i got stuck with it everyday .

and now even after matric,, which i have so much time (so much time - for taking bath almost 1 hour huhu) i didn't even get back to my reading hobby . why??? . now i'm thinking about all the reasons why i don't use to read anymore ........ . ..................

hurmmmm,,, well the first reason came to my mind was money . since i'm practically broke (which some people supposed to have a little bit mercy on me - especially the one who is capable to take care of my expenses - my sister) i can't buy books anymore . what kind of books i can buy with just enough money to top up for a week?? . NONE . so lastly i didn't buy books and my hobby seems to be perished .

but then again,, i thought of another reason why i didn't read books anymore,, is because of the so-called-next-big-thing (which you already know) - Facebook . yeah,, i think because of FACEBOOK i didn't read books anymore . why?? . why not? . it's has been a dutiful task everyday for me to check out my FB . it has become an addiction for me - yeah i am a FB addict . (bapak giler sokong yahudi ak nih! - astaghfirullahalazim) .

fuh! . i need to go to rehab . someone! . try to get me to rehab now! . and maybe a reading class . huhuhu . i am such a crazy girl with so much issue . hahahahah XD

haha . i guess that's the effect of long time loneliness disorder . i'm a FB addict . i don't read anymore . i care less . i talks too much . i thinks very little . i don't date anyone right now . i'm single . haha . if you like me you better hurry ;))

currently thinking about the best way to update my pages on FB . huhuhu

realised that i'm still a girl in school uniform

ooowh SAD ;'( . still didn't have the chance to watch prince of persia . i've been waiting that movie for so long . wish i have someone to watch it with me . anyone?? . hehe . parah dah ak nih ;) .

yup! . i think i'm goin a lil bit crazy . alone all by myself . tade org nk kat ak ke? . tadela kot . huhu terpaksela bersendirian . i like being single as long as i have something to do . not like now . sitting at home alone . doing nothing . i woke up late everyday . taking bath too long . doing so much laundry . cleaning the house . watching tv all day . at nite online FB for hours long . sleep early in the morning . then everything happen all over again the next day . than sitting at home,, i rather go back to matric . i don't care about the exhaustion or classes or assignments as long as i do something . seriously .

or maybe considering to go back to high school . damn . i miss high school so much . the life there is so fun and memorable . my sweet 16, my senior year, my junior year . i can say that my best moment happened in school . where i learned how to step out in this world . i learned everything there . wish i can go back and able to make miracles again . Methodist Girl School Klang the best placed i've ever been ! .

owh,, miss my school days . for those who still studying in school especially to all juniors in MGS . treasure every moment in school . because you'll miss it . and you'll never get back to school to those years where you grow up with loving teachers and friends .

currently my mind and my soul was taken back to my school ;p . goodnite everyone .