fida dien

bhehehe..
a very very sorry to my frens especially diida.. hehe.. ak tau ko pembaca setia ak en.. hehe.. i am really in a crazy world.. everyday is just BUSY... i can't find my time to blog anymore.. hehehe.. so as to make diida's wish come true.. i'll update it now ok.. hehe..

my days passing on in matrik with a glimpse.. sedar tak sedar dah satu sem.. so i got one last sem to finish.. then i will be officially out from matrik.. well, so far i'm happy here.. just fine.. hehehe.. dah kurus la kot.. huhuhu.. afnan yg ckp.. hehe.. yeah i accidentally met him that other day.. hehe mcm dipertemukan semula after so long.. lorh die tu lg la kurus.. ckp org plak..hee

so my time here filled with homework.. class.. and a lot.. so i met frens here.. they all are very happy go lucky.. mmg sama giler mcm the 91's.. naughty.. hee.. especially my floormates.. crazy! not a single day passed without our crazy behaviour..well girls just want to have fun..

officially,, i'm still single.. so what's the heck huh? but it get's boring sometimes being single.. no love poets (huh?) hehe, no flying kiss or love notes.. yeah it's boring.. but being single is an advantage too.. when you're single,,, you can mingle.. hahaha! yeah i know.. life's such a bitch!

tapi tadela gedik ok.. not me.. i rather to be a silent admirer.. hahaha.. i like to watch guys (of course!) especially cute guys (owh definitely!) hehehe.. but love is not the right time now.. well love just have to wait..

hurm what else i want to share here? yeah,, i'm now much more available on facebook rather on blogspot.. so if anyone wants to contact me juz add me at facebook kay.. search: fida dien.. k guys bubbye!!

kakom day

i'm back to school again! gosh! we had a day for some kind of merentas desa la kot . but we didn't have to run just walking carrying our practicum banners . practicum is a tutoring class only about 20 people per practicum . so the night before the event we all slept really late just to finished our banners . but yeah even though with packed class we had a fun time . i really amazed by the spirit that heated up the event . sgt bersemangat uh! . bila dah kumpul mcm tu bru la tau byk gle student matrik penang nih . yg tak pernah ku jumpe aritu bru jumpe . hehe . yela i missed the orientation week kot! . hahahaha! . a lot of fun la that day . tiring but happy ;p


my practicum H9P5!

ain , caca , mila , ada , dien .

ecah the girl next door , dien the girl next F2P5 , eja the girl living across my room .
ok ok F2P5? . what or who is that??? . i'll tell later... sabar!

puvan , mila , sudarmin . org slalu tersilap pggl nme die sudirman hehehe . takpela sudarmin oii . famous kot sudirman bkn nme sbnr heee XD

dis is F2P2 la bkn F2P5 . sdih tak dpt tngkp gmbar dgn F2P5 ;'( i like their hat design . cute jew .

dien , ai ting , mila , jaya .

walking under the sun

i miss my blog.. and i miss you all!! XD
such a long time i didn't update my blog . takde masa nk update . and not always i can get wifi here . i have to drag my lappy to library kot and there where everyone was studying but i'm busy blogging plak . so i have to drag along my books so takde la mcm tak blaja langsung en . seriously if one day i didn't touch a book at all that means somethings is wrong . bkn nk tunjuk gler rajin blaja la but at least kne ade jgak study .

next month i will sit for my final . it's damn scarrying!!! siot je weh! now lectures are like catching a moving train . we have to finish the syllabus . 11 chapter for biology,, 8 chapter for chemistry and 8 chapter for maths,, all in 1 semester . looking at the numbers macam nak pengsan da....

enough with that now . klu nk cerita pn smp esok tak habis . hehehe.. now i'm just enjoying updating my blog .

here's actually to my dear friend and my ex-roomate Chong! . she's now in uniten taking foundation in business and if happen she will fly to US for 3 years . i miss you pot! hehe . ni ha gambar2 mse kat matrik dlu . nk tunjuk kat ko asyik tak sempat je . hehe . bestnye weh klu ko ade . rindu gler kt ko :( sob sob .

Bahagian Hal Ehwal Pelajar

'cendawan gatal' - ;p couple hot spot kaw!

dah tak de kat matrik da bdk nih... ;(

may success be with us all..amin!

i choose KMPP

i supposed many of you may have wonder why i didnt update my blog for a long long long time . well it may be a news for you all that since 1 June 2009 i am now a Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang Student .

yeap! i'm not telling lies to you la . it's true . why i choose matrik? i dunno actually . i just followed what my mind thinks . to live in matrik is a struggle . everyday i have to struggle to survive here . if you think school was hard,,,well i tell you matrik is 100 times harder! . it's not about the subjects that make it hard . well 40% is about the subject actually (for me la! sains hayat student . i duno bout fizikal student . ask kiela) but the hardest part is that you have to stay focus every minute in matrik . if you didnt, you will be left behind . there's one time i fell asleep in class for 5 minutes! (kejap gle) as soon as i woke up my class have gone to another topic . 5 minutes for 1 topic . 1 week 1 chapter ! how i miss school so much! my roommate once said, " blaja kat cni smiggu mcm blaja kat sekolah 3 minggu" . really weih . i'm not lying . matrik definitely is the place to get crazy . why? not enough sleep, not enough rest (you have class until night ; 10.30 pm at nite!), so so so much assignment, tutorial, exercise, report etc. wow!! i live my life like a robot! huhu . well i will tell you more on stories bout my life in KMPP in next update ok .

next update~coming soon :

~~walking under sun

~~farewell chong

mai ke penang! wahoo! hoyeah2!

owh did i tell you that i will go to penang for uitm?? . i guess not . haha .
well it's official . i will study in penang . wahoo!! . sonoknya! . leh holiday mah! . hoyeah2! .

kepada yang masuk mane2 tu jgn jeles ok . penang is the best place . holiday, shopping, sight-seeing, makan lagi... ha makan apa ko nak? . makan angin pn buleh tau! . huhu .

haii...hensem tak mamat2 penang sane? . gatai no! . of course la . to be my 'spirit lifter' . uhuhu . release tension . ntah2 dapat anak mami tak? hamik kau! hidung mancung cam shah rukh khan . kulit ala tan2 gitu . hahaha! . ehem . first year kne la pancing2 senior dulu ye tak? ehehe .
hurm what is it like to live there ea? can't wait to go there . to those who might go to belah utara sana or wants to pay me a visit ( pe salahnya dtg melawat . kan kan? ) meh meh . the more the merrier! .
oii penang! . tunggu cik dien mai na! lalalalala~~~
* tade makne pn post ni . uhuhu XD

no title can describe this post

people said that you can't live in the past to start a whole new life . well,,there's a problem because i live in the past for so long . until today to tell the truth,, i still miss him . only god knew how much i miss him . all our memories still kept in my heart . i could not let it go . so many times i have been thinking why i still stuck in the past even when i already moved on . or did i really moved on?? .

thinking about that make me felt powerless . right now even a snapped can break me into pieces . i still miss him . but why? . i didn't wait for him anymore . i stop waiting for him quite long ago . i asked my heart that question,,and it answered because i need him . i never need a person like i need him . and i guess he will never find that out .

the strange thing is,, of course i miss him when how can i miss other person when i always wanting to be with him? . how can i not love him when he is the only person i have ever been closed to?
how can i forget him when he make the ground shook by saying " I miss you" when he texted me at each time since we broke up? .

i am still his ex-girlfriend . i knew where's my place . but when he said like that,, he made me confused . do i still in my place where i knew i was? . or he taking me to somewhere else ? . i didn't dare to ask him that . because i have no strength to deal with that pain again .

i didn't tell him . but i do miss him so much . i miss the time when we change our stories . about what we did for the day . about my life and hearing his . i didn't miss him because his my ex . i didn't miss him because i didn't see him . i miss him because he's the only person that i can share anything . and i felt that i found myself .

hurm........ words can't describe my feeling . i don't think that by writing it any longer can actually make you understand .

pencarian anak wayang bermula!

SCENE 1 : YANG PERNAH - ESTRANGE

APA MACAM?? SUMBANG.......... HENTAM SAJALA..

sampai satu tahap kegilaan yang melampau, kami pun melepaskan kegilaan kami . rock kasi pecah mic beb!

SCENE 2 : LAGU UNTUK MU - MEET UNCLE HUSSIN

TERSEDAK-SEDAK!!

Diida : Fido, ko amik dadah ke apa?
Fida : HAHAHA .

* Aku memg da naik giler mse tuh . =P

this part is me

wow! a whole month is a complete chaos for me . well i didnt mentioned to u guys, sorry haha . yeah i'm working right now as a clerk at the orphanage for one month now. huhu :feel like very angelic: haha . yup basically my work/job there is almost like

A MANAGER, AN ACCOUNTANT, A CLEANER AND A BABY-SITTER . yeah . i'm like their su-per-fec-tion of a good workaholic . so much work! . yet so much fun. those naughty and active kids just make u wanna laugh everyday. but i have to leave them soon because

A) i take a job as a promoter with khaleeda at jusco aeon bkt tinggi starting this 11th May and

B) i am going to make my first journey as an IPTA student! haha =) i got an offer for diploma civil engineering at UiTM . which UiTM? . I don't know about that . yeah . i know people say

A) diploma's take longer years to finish . well, i don't care much about completing degree faster . if u count the difference in years for diploma student and matric student is only 6 months faster .

B) engineer's dont have job . well i know about things with engineering today . they're bit slow . but u know with economy situations today, in any parts of the profession world, people get fired everyday . and we're not sure if these situations will be long for many years to come .

so rather than i choose something that in the end i can't do, i better just take the chance in front of me . to success u must risk . and therefore i risk myself to do something that i think was right . i hope that i can do my best to success in this new part of my life .

purple+sunglases=ayu kot . lol!

30/3 ; banting

went for my cousins engagement and kenduri . most of my baju kurung is purple colour . i don't know why but i like purple bju kurug . look nice and sweet . hehe . so when we get there (the bride's home) i saw a mini austin car . it was damn cute! (mumi,,,adik nak!) huhu . really cute but sadly my camera was out of battery then (mengong!) . kurang2 pn dpt la gak pic muke ak nih . huhu! proud with my artwork :wink:

old hair

i found this pic . was my long hair (not that long kot) . ntah ble nye pic (zaman batu! :lol:) . owh my old hair! naw! i like my new hair . and i will go for short hair for a long time . huhu . owh and by the way i was thinking to cut my hair again . this time it will be seriously short . damn short . awesome!

camp pics

kem unisel 30/1 - 1/2 ; bkt cherakah

yuhuu!! snow!! haha sorry to those who missed the chance to feel snow at rumah iklim . haha! i can say that we lucky enough to actually made it to the rumah iklim during snow season .

owh cutee pingu family . awwww ;]


my address : igloo, alaska . haha!

me, abg ehsan and pudin . (abg ehsan the laughing factory, pudin the undertaker, me the watcher :biggrin:

suddenly we have this idea to strike this pose,,,thanx to paan with his ray-ban terminator la knonnya . huhu . i strive hard for that wacky face ok! hahaha :tongue:


bye bye . balik kampung! to penang :wink: hehehe .

i'm back!!!

wow!! it's been ages since the last time i wrote in this blog . hadoi! . actually i just felt really lazy to update because one, i have nothing to tell . two, i just sat in my home doing nothing . so that's why i didn't update . but fortunately, i did have some activities that i did this few weeks . aha! so i think i want to put it in my blog here . not much actually just some useful thing i did besides sitting at home all day long . haha!

at last.....

nightmare is finally over . this past few months i did have nightmare about my results . it was like some kind of sign appeared in my dreams . i was anxious and scared when thinking about it .
but the truth yeah revealed yesterday . my results was not that bad at all . i have no D's . and so my dream was a bit inaccurate . alhamdullillah . some A's , B's and C's only . ok la kan? .

thanks to teachers , family and friends for reminding me of things that is most important . also to a person who showed to me what is impossible,,,,because of you i made it possible . so from the bottom deepest of my heart i thanked you for being there and not being there . you are the most bizarre little person i ever knew .

on top of all,,,everything was history . i am now in the steps of creating my future . i am not quite sure about which courses to take . medicine for me now like a blurred screen . i don't know if i can make it . i just hope for the matriculation intake . but as for other courses,,,i think the best choice maybe biomedicine . but other courses that was take into account now was architecture and law . yup i was so overwhelmed with what i have to take . just prayed some for guidance from The Lord .

so to those who got straight A's,,,congratulations . and to all of SPM holders of 2008,,congrats to all of you too!

Tree Hugger by Antsy Pants and Kimya Dawson

Lyrics | Kimya Dawson - Tree Hugger lyrics

i like the song , i like the video

start with F

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Fida

2. A four Letter Word : Free

3. A boy's Name : Frodo

4. A girl's Name : Freya

5. An occupation : Farmer

6. A colour : Fuchsia pink (a very bright pink)

7. Something you'll wear : Fabric

9. A food : French Fries

10. Something found in the bathroom: Floor

11. A place : France

12. A reason for being late : Father took me to the zoo..hahahahah

13. Something you'd shout : Fuyoo!

14. A movie title : Fear

15. Something you drink : Fruit juice

16. A musical group : Fall Out Boy

17. An animal : Frog

18. A street name : Fourth Street

19. A type of car : Ferrari

20. The title of a song : Fall for you

I TAG :
- up to you la .

* GILERRR! . nak tercabut kepala otak ak pikir soalan ni daa . lagi2 tang num 10 nu . haha!

new haircut

inspired by agyness deyn . she rocks!


a pose before i went off to bed! . chaow!

cerita ketam dan kodok

Cerita yg bermula dengan huruf K
Ketam ketip kuku kakinya. Kawan karib Ketam, Kodok, kata kepada
Ketam,"Kenapa kau ketip kuku kaki kau, Ketam... kenapa?" Ketam kata, "Ku
ketip kuku kakiku kerana kuku kakiku kelurut... kakakku kata, kalau kuku ku
kelurut, kita kena ketiplah!" Kodok kentut kekeliruan. Kodok kata
kekalutan,"Kadang-kadang kalau kukuku kelurut, ku ketip kenapa keluar
kudis?" Ketamketawa,
Kah..kah..kah..kah..kih..kih..kih..kih..Kuh..k uh..kuh..kuh!!Kodok..Kodok.....kenapa
kadar kebodohan kau ketara keterlaluan?" Kodok kata kepada Ketam, "Ketam.
Kenapa kau ketawakan ku?"
Ketam kilas, "Kelakar." "Kelakar ke kurang-ajar?" kata Kodok. Kerana
kemarahan Kodok keterlaluan, Kodok keperok kepala ketam kuat kadar
kilat."kelekuk !", kepala Ketam kehancuran kerana kena keperok Kodok. Ketam
kata, "Kodok.. Kodok.. kenapa kau keperok kepalaku? Kan kesakitan."Kesian
Ketam. Kerana kurang-ajar, kepala kena keperok.

tagged by xaxa

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
love story - taylor swift

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
love suicide - edwin mccain

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
stranger - hillary duff

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
capital e - bittersweet

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
what about now - chris daughtry

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
to roam - robert pattinson

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
far away - nickelback

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
closer - ne-yo

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
the great escape - boys like girls

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
jenny - the click five

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
confession of the broken heart - lindsay lohen

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
you and me - lifehouse

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
unbreakable - fireflight

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
into the night - carlos santana and chad kroeger

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
last night - p.diddy ft. keyshia cole

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
you belong with me - taylor swift

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
unwell - matchbox twenty

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
when i'm gone - simple plan

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
wherever you will go - the calling

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
gadis dalam koma - the times

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
P.S I Love You Soundtrack - everything we had - the academy is..

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
that's what you get - paramore

huahuahua . i lovee my motto!!! . ahahahaha =)

I NEED YOU!!!!!

i need you tonight
i need you right now
cause you are important to me
you have to be with me
cause i feel like an idiot without you
i couldn't find a way to work out this thing
please, oh , come back to me!
i feel hopeless, terrible and frustrated without you!
i don't know what to do!
come back to me!
i hope i will find you soon
i need you!
my USB cable!
SUCKS MAN!
i lost my USB cable . i don't believe this . i thought tonight will be a calm nite for me . instead i lost my USB camera cable . i searched everywhere like crazy!! . all part in my house but i still can't find it! . i asked my mumi if she saw it, my sis, but all they say is, freaking annoyying 3 words, " I DON'T KNOW ". damn it! . i was so crazy searching for it until i got all sweaty . 1-0-1-YUKS! . so i had shower for the 3rd time this day because of that stupid USB!! . i tried my sis's cable but it didn't fit my camera . great!

now how am i supposed to connect my camera to the pc huh?? . using what? . electric cable infront of my house huh?

I'M A TOTAL LOOSER NOW

to them rite now

some words that i want to say to them right now .

Diida,
weyh ble nk kluar nih ? . ak da jumpe atie ari sabtu mggu lps . planning nk kluar la kan . ko ade free ke? . owh hah, ak nk potog rambut pendek ini macam bleh ka? . rase teruja plak ak nk potog rmbut pendek lagi . kali ni mmg series pendek . rambt depan ak nk wat yg kiri tu blkg die lebih kurang kanan itu macam la . hahaha . cane? . smart x?


Atie,
ak lupe nk tanye ko la aritu . ko curl rmbut ko brape hinggit ha? . hahaha .

Bavi,
ape ce? . kata nk celebrate birthday arini? . tak jadi plak?

Azza,
sy da email pprwork tu kat amalina . awk go through ok?

Kiela,
ble agak2 konsert rihanna tu nak wat balik? . haha . ko igt la sgla pesan ak dgn diida kat ko ea? . huhu =)

Sis Ling,
ble ko free weyh? . 28 aribulan ni ak de plan la . nk ko teman ak .

Sufi,
sy de bende nk cite kat awk .

Shamimi,
ak nk tarik diri la 17 aribulan ni . ak tak nak pegi .

Minhad,
ak siku ko kang! . slalu pukul 3 pagi kaco ak nk tido . sori, ak tak kuasa nk layan la . pehal nye sampai ko nk call2 ak pepagi buta? . kucing ko mati ke? . ke ko melepak kat Amat Tomyam tu la en? . weyh, balik rumah la jge mak ko, jge bapak ko ke . apeda . mentang2 ade motor baru da tak balik rumah da . mak ko pn cite kat ak tau . ko slalu merayap . ape nk jadi la?. keje pn asyik berhenti2 je . haiyh! tak tau la ak!

Alif,
aii skrg da makin sibuk dgn gym ea? . pm pun kalah sibukny . lupe da ke? . ble nk blanje fida makan lg ni? .

Fauzi,
sori la malam aritu mse kat yok mampir . ak btul2 la nk jmpe ko dlu sblm balik kn tapi ak trus je balik tak cakap pape dgn ko . ko pun mse tu keje en? . ak tgok ko tak pandang ak pn ='( . hahaha . and sori la skrg ak jarag msg ko . ko pn da jarag msg ak kn? huhu . weyh, sape yg wat steak tu? . kureng masak skit la daging die . ak terasa cam makan lembu idup je . lagi satu kuah die tu kan kurag mantap la . kne tambah kn black pepper, lebih pekat sikit and kuragkn lg skit masin tu . coleslaw sedap! . haha . anyway thanks a lot sbb jd waiter ak . huhu . naseb baik ko kwn ak klu tak ak da report kat bos ko . serving lmbt ah...pnat je ak tggu . huhu . ble2 mse ko free ko msg la ak ea? . rindu kat ko . huahuahua .

Mereka,
mane yg dah bace apa yg ak nk ckp, ko reply la balik kat ak ea . mane yg tak, hurm, kne tggu la kjap coz ak tga tak de kredit ni . ak cba akan tunaikan ape yg ak ckp kat cni . huhu . mane yg da bce and terasa ke sorila mintak maaf byk sgt . ak ckp pn sbb ak tak dapat nk cakap kat ko depan2 so ak tulis la bg ko bce .

You,
definitely don't have any business with this thing . so ignore it . got any problem? . bcoz i didn't write to you? . you can just keep it to yourself alone . for what? . it's not like i have anything to say to you .

tagged by diida

1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup anda?

hurm..lme sy pk jwpn soalan ni. dlu sy akn ckp benda yg mengarut. tp skrg sy berada dlm realiti. dlm seluruh hidup sy selama ini sy xtau. ia sentiasa berubah. tp sy rse yg palig pentig dlm hidup sy skrg ialah penantian. yup. sy sedag menanti result spm sy. counting days only..

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
cekodok goreng yg sy makan ari khamis lepas.

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
hurm..ni pun lme gak sy nk pk ni. haha. ok..hurm nikah lg penting kn? hehe..dkt masjid la. haha. btul sy xtipu..

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan anda kekal?
sy btul2 xphm soalan ni. ape punye soalan ni?? satu soalan tp byk jwpn. tmbh2 sy memang malas nk taip pnjg2.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
haha. soalan ni wat sy tergelak. sbb ape itu cinta?? huhu. btul sy xtipu. sy xtau ape itu cinta. sumpah.

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir anda makan malam?
ha..bru je mlm td sy makan kat Yok Mampir, Jalan Shapadu.

7. Namakan buku terakhir yg anda beli.
komik..epilog kasih hanya kau by obata yuuki. serious best..

8. Apakah nama penuh anda?
sy suka soalan ni. rmai yg salah eja nme sy. Norafidah. memorise it by heart ok?

9. Anda lebih senang dengan mak atau bapak?
mumi.

10. Namakan seseorang yang anda ingin jumpa untuk kali pertamanya dalam hidup
hurm..org yg sy mimpi mlm td. lelaki. sy xtau nme die n sy x kenal die. well dlm mimpi tu die ckp sumthing kat sy tp sy xdga ape die ckp. pelik kan?? ; l hurm..klu sy jmpe die sy nk tnye pe benda yg die ckp kat sy sbnrny.

11. Sebutkan 8 sahabat yang paling rapat dengan anda bkn dalam susunan
diida, atie, sufi, bavi, ziha, mandy, kiela, fauzi.

12. Adakah anda mencuci pakaian sendiri?
soalan perangkap! cmne nk jwab ea? sy cuci bju sy..hahahah!

13. Tempat paling seronok yang anda mahu pergi.
disco buleh? hehehehe.....

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
hahaha..ciuman. btul.. sbb ia akan jd special. xD

15. Butirkan 5 tentang orang yang tag anda
nama die Noor Khaleeda.
tak pernah ubah gaya rmbut.
sgt sukakan yamapi.
sgt sukakan apa saja berkaitan jepun.
die ni sbnrny girly tp xnak ngaku je. haha!
sy tmbh lg (gedik btul,org mintak 5 nk lebih!) sy betting dgn die utk bela rambut pjg (diida, nnt kite bincg psl reward ok!)

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai buat masa ini
sy nk warnakan rmbut sy purple,
sy nk abiskn kelas memandu sy (berjanggut weyh! ak xdpt2 lg p ni! salah ak la..malas yg amat!)
sy nk abiskan cerita twilight (tade duit nk beli buku die da)
sy tga tggu cerita harry potter yg bru ni(bile nk kuar?),
sy gile nk makan chachos,
sy nk tuka hp (tade duit jugak! huwaa ;( de sesape nk sponsor x?)
sy gile nk pegang cantik (kucig sy. die xbg sy pegang die lgsug!)
sy gile sgt nk berhenti prostar (cukup2la. sy xde hati da nk join)

17. 8 perkara yang sering diucapkan
gile vavi,
sengal,
siot je,
....sudayh,
apeda,
ape kejadah?,
ya allah,
adoi....

18. 8 buah buku yang terbaru anda baca
Epilog kasih hanya kau by obata yuuki (komik),
remember by ben (komik),
new moon by stephanie meyer,
80 C masa dan waktu by yao fei la (komik),
the undomestic goddess by sophie kinsella,
biru violetku by obata yuuki (komik),
remember me by sophie kinsella,
sehabis bicara cinta by kazui kazumi (komik).

19. 10 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali
let's dance - lady gaga
love story - taylor swift
what about now - daughtry
here without you - 3 doors down
decode - paramore
i'm like a lawyer with the ways i'm trying to get you off - f.o.b
so what - pink
salahkah ku - the muffins
love suicide - edwin mccain
permintaan hati - letto

20. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
- belajar meminta maaf atas kesalahan sendiri wlaupn ianya susah
- perlu byk bersabar dlm hidup
- belajar utk bangun semula wlaupn dunia sy jd gelap! (ohh..xnmpak!=] )
- menghargai sesiapa sahaja dlm hidup sy
- bru sy tahu tahap mane kekuatan diri sy selama ini
- tak kisah la ape yg terjadi dlm hidup sy sy kne terima
- tuhan sentiasa bersama sy
- sy ada ramai org yg sygkn sy dan sy pn sygkn mereka

21. Mari men'tag 3 orang lain
bavi,
kiela,
xaxa.

killer letter~bye!!!

Dear the perasan-baek-punye orang,
u r sucks!!
haha
seriously i hate u!
haha
u r the lamest person la i've ever knew!
u think u r so hot??
haha
u better think twice ok?
see urself in the mirror first la!!
perasan gle vavi!
ske sgt gedikz ea??
haha
memang padan la!!
coz u just same like them what!
haha
wahai org yg mke je baek!
tp ati gle busuk!
lgsug xde perasaan!
kayu!
if i have a gun definitely i 'll shoot u to death
so people like u can dissappear from the face of the earth forever!
hahaha good bye to you la!

I hate you forever/damn you for eternity,
Fida

p/s : the world is like a wheel . someday u'll gonna pay! . and i'll laugh at u on the day u fall .

how how how

okay i know that i didn't updated my blog . only sometimes . when i'm not in something..... ?? yarh ok i'm updating it la now....hahaha.. no actually that is not the thing i want to say here . yeah .. actually i want to tell you how my life is right now .

how am i ? . i am fine .
after finished school what did i do ? . simple , nothing .
how about now? . nothing . i am unemployed .
how's my family? . they all are fine .
am i happy with my life right now? . yes i am .
am i seeing anyone right now ? . hahahaha . no .
am i getting fat ? . no . actually i lose my weight . but i still look the same .
am i flirting with guys ? . hahahaha . no! i never flirt . ??? . i think i didn't flirt with anyone .
do i feel sad about being "undated" ? . no!
am i happy being single ? . yes!
am i happy with what i have right now ? . no . i need a new pair of jeans .

okay well for now i think that's all . yup!
hahahaha!
see ya!

tagged by kiela n diida

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.
2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.
3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).
4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.
5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag.

kiela ---> well i love this bitch . haha! . she's a true freak and crazy girl i've ever known . cheers to her!
PS : weyh jgn mara da ak pggl ko bitch . haha! ko tetap yg paling ak syg skali . huhu xD

10 fakta/hobi saya :
1. I'm not a flowers and pink lover type of lady .
2. I like Jacob Black in The Twilight Saga because in reality i like a guy who knows exactly the right words to say and understand what i think .
3. I never had a taste of twisties at all for over 7 years which means i don't eat twisties .
4. I think Steven Strait is the most beautiful guy ---present
5. I have an interest to become a comic collector .
6. I was half awake when i wrote this thing .
7. I like to dream and fantasizing before i can sleep .
8. I was in a mood of avoiding people lately . I don't know when i can get out of it . sory to those who might have to do with it .
9. I always like modern rock and country music .
10. I would like to wish Happy Chinese New Year to anyone out there and anyone who read this .

This award goes to :
- bavi
- diida
- amalina
- anyone who want to do this

itam and me

i watch marley and me today . that movie is so good . i nearly cry because of the emotions in that movie . i am an animal lover so i know how it feels when you lose a companion . like my previous cats . yarh even though animals don't know anything, they don't know your feelings but they sure know how to love . like my cat . my boyfriend and all . hehe . yup my busuk Itam . even though my mumi always you know bullied him and sometimes i bullied him too but he's still loyal to our family for 7 years! . yup i had to count the years because his been with us for so long . just like marley . Itam knows this family very well . his apart of the family . from all in my family he relate to me the most . he likes to sleep on my chest . i don't know why . haha! . but i like to hug him . my family doesn't like it you know because i always get flu when i play with Itam . but he still come back to our house because he knows that this family loves him . haha! . okay no need to be sentimental now haha! . if you are an animal lover i really suggest you to watch this movie . it just a simple movie but full with a lot of love in family .

hysteria

i don't really remember when was it . i was out with my friend sufi . we went to pavilion to watch hysteria . though i know its a long way just to watch that movie but you know girls out...we like new excitement . considering that we have a lot of fun when we almost lost in the middle of kuala lumpur . haha! . yarh hardly remember the way in the big busy city . the feeling to watch horror movies sometimes make my stomach chill because you know i don't like to watch horror movies but haha i got over it when i watch histeria . that movie wasn't bad though . its quite good . i just don't like the whole part about the blood . it almost make me faint . haha! . no...not really like that . i was just trying to be like Bella Swan you know . haha! . i like the girl Scha in that movie . she's ok la quite pretty . i waited for the kissing part between Scha and this one girl but nope it didn't showed up . overall that movie is good .

it was a long and tiring day . we walk and walk around BB so much until my feet hurts . haha! . yeah so much for my excitement huh? . hehe . but less or more i would like to have this hangout sometimes again .

tagged by kiela (again)

10 years ago (1999)
1. My grandmother died
2. I was the smartest in my class
3. I thought that by eating fruit seed will grow a plant in my stomach

5 years ago (2004)
1. My father died
2. I own a handphone for the first time
3. I met my first boyfriend

2 years ago (2007)
1. I had my first heartbreak
2. I dyed my hair
3. I had the shortest relationship in my life (1 week)

1 year ago (2008)
1. My latest relationship was over
2. I sucessfully lose about 5 kg of my body weight
3. I pierced my ear(upper part of my ear)

Yesterday (7 January 2008)
1. I went to pavilion
2. I watched histeria
3. I bought a short pants

Today (8 January 2008),
1. I nearly got someone killed in my driving class . my bad!
2. I post 3 blog . was tagged by kiela
3. I want to sleep early

Tomorrow, I will...
1. continue my driving class
2. wash my hair
3. want to have a bread with grape peanut butter for breakfast

Three snacks I enjoy
1. peanut butter
2. nips
3. cheezels

Three things I can't live without
1. money
2. handphone
3. watch

Three things I wanna buy with RM 1K
1. new pair of jeans
2. a pair of leather boot
3. a new handphone

Three shows I like:
1. House
2. THS
3. CSI

Three places I've lived in
1. Batu 3
2. Batu 4
3. Kapar

I tagged :
Bavithra
Diida
Didoot
Missbuzz
And anyone

tagged by kiela

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I go clubbing every week.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last :)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot.
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook. (the simple stuff)
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
(partially)I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have :)))
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat.
I love my friends and family.

happily i stabbed :
bavithra
diida
didoot
amalina
misskiss

single life

10 Good Things Being Single

1. You're free to daydream and fantasize about whomever you wish
2. You can flirt with or even date any lady or gentleman who pleases you
3. You can concentrate on your work, school, etc..
4. You can hang out with your friends as much as you want
5. You won't have to go through the heartbreak caused by a painful breakup
6. You can devote more time to a hobby or activity that you enjoy
7. You don't have to worry about your parents' not approving of your girlfriend/boyfriend
8. You won't have to go through the challenges that every couple face in a romantic relationship
9. Gentlemen, no dinner checks to pay, birthdays to remember, flowers to give, nor "I love you's" to say
10. Ladies, no shedding of flower petals uttering "He loves, he loves me not"

i'm a single lady . so yeah i know about being single . well my friends,, i think you also agree with me rite?? hehehe this may be cruel to those who have bf/gf,,,single is the best damn thing!! haha =] but that doesn't mean i want to be single forever . my life is not over yet . it just getting started .

a suprise

last week i went to the prostar msia's agm and election at the crystal crown petaling jaya . to those who didn't heard the news our president of kelab prostar msia now is dr.ismail . not dr.rashid anymore . i'm gonna miss dr.rashid . thnx a lot doc for your 10 years of patience and hard work in mobilizing and improving prostar all this years . 2 days at the hotel i became a fat b***h . haha!! . i ate a lot!!! gile vavi nye byk . hahaha!! . that is one of the advantage joining prostar . makan free!! huhu . i met my old friends and colleagues at prostar mostly from prostar selangor . they all just same like old days . fat and grumpy . huhu =] . so ok where's the suprise?? . a guy . i didn't expect to see him there coz i thought he was dead already but nope he's still alive fat chubbier than ever!! though he's still have the looks that can take away a girls heart . really ahh?? . maybe . i was oook to saw him there and talked to him . takpela die pun manusia jgak . people made mistakes . but i think he's got his lesson . haha wuteva . i and huda was a bit out of control . we took a lot of picture . posing is my new addiction . haha!! some of the pics i already published it in my flickr . so check out my latest invention !!! .

from left : sufi , khaty , huda , sape lg?? no i think dats all . haha!!! =]

penuh satu meja!!! hahaha! ke-anakdara-an sgguh.....

a bit blurr la . but i still like it =]

melonjak keriangan!! haha!! i have no idea why . huhu