i feel so gloomy today . feel like the earth juz fell on top of my almost botak head . i didn't come to dic (prostar) . bcoz i feel disappointed wit some ppl there . why i must come if evryone around me pretending/faking that they actually have no problems wit me?? . i hated ppl like that!! . the mess all started bcoz they all xpuas ati wit me . i heard that they unsatisfied bcoz i alwys join prostr xtvt . i alwys give ceramah . i alwys have super attention from bonda . i alwys get credits like "sifu prostar",master larh what kind larh! . so they senyap2 did a meeting (behind my back) and mengadu to our pengerusi . i heard that they want to find evidence as a proof . actually i didn't mad at them . what they feel is not wrong . i think dat they are damn right bout dis . sometimes i also feel unsatisfied bout some things happened in prostr . but the thing is why??!! why on earth they didn't talk to me bout dis thing at first place???? . nape nk tuggu dah jadi parah bru nk bukak cerita?? . bknnya ak nk berperang pn klu dorg cerita prkara sbnr . skrg things already hapen . they expect that i don't know bout dis matter . HELLOW!!! we're speaking about norafidah rite now ok?? . but nvr mindla . all dis time in my whole life ppl alwys did that to me . being hated by other person is prkara biasa . i dun mind . but hey why i have to bother?? . i will quit from prostr sooner or later anyway!! . hahaha=] . ak sntiasa doakan prostar maju tanpa ak dan ak berjaya tanpa prostar
