sombong?? tak tahula kenape org yg ak tak kenala selalu cakap ak ni sombong . especially org yg nk knal ak kat FB (bodo punye YAHUDI!) . kepada yg bace and rasa2 mcm " terase " tuh . cuba kau pikir la pakai akal yang di anugerahkan . kau tak kenal ak then kau add ak . ok ak approve . then kau chat kat ak anta smiley la hye la . ak tak balas . ok dah la senyap je lepas tu tak boleh ke? . kau tak puas hati ak tak reply dah tu tiba2 kau ckp ak sombong . kau kenal ak pun tak,, ape hak kau nk ckp ak cmtu?? . ak tak fhm btul la . then bile ak tanye kau nak maki2 ak . tu yang mulut ak ni nk jadi jahat tau tak . sape tak hangin . tiba2 je nk kata ak ni mcm2 . ada mcm sorg budak nih . mule2 ak ok je reply sume hye die . then bile ak ckp ak tak knal die trus nk maki2 ak . ckp ak ni muke cam babi la perasan cantik la . F word sume keluar . apehal weh??
yg kau mara ak pasal ak tak kenal kau tu apehal? . dah memang ak tak kenal . kau ingat ak ni scanner kat database polis ke leh knal sume org . lain la kalau kau tu pembunuh ke perogol ke . so nk sembur2 ak sesedap mulut kau je apesal? . ak tak paham la dgn sesetengah org laki zaman skrg ni yg desperate tahap otak letak kat lutut nk mara org sesuka hati je . tolongla weh . jadi laki tu jgn jadi loser boleh tak? . awak ade 9 akal gune la . ak bukan seksis nk menghina sume laki . sesetengah laki yg tak berkualiti kat luar sne tu lah yang membuatkan laki yg baik2 kat malaysia sume menjadi mangsa .
klu ak dah tak minat nk knal kau tak yah la nk bhse2 kan ak mcm2 . carik la perempuan lain kat lua sne yg melambak2 kat lua . zaman skrg ni 1 lelaki nisbah 10 perempuan . again,, pikir la sendiri . buat ape nk buang masa and air liur kat sorg pmpuan mcm ak ni sedangkan kau ade 9 lagi pilihan lain . jgn jadi pak kaduk dlm keadaan mcm ni .
klu sorg dua ke yg buat mcm tu ak tak kisah la . mslhnye hampir kebanyakan yg add ak sume ade masalah yg sme . ak spesifik kan pd lelaki je la . sbb tade perempuan gile yg add ak . klu dah selalu mne boleh tahan . klu sepuluh org maki ak,, takan sepuluh2 org tu ak nk diamkan je . ade dah pn bdk2 yg ak da delete and block trus . lantak kau la . naseb baik ak tak saman kau . ingat zaman skrg ni leh suke2 je nk hina org cmtu . negara ade undang2 ok . tak puas ati jom gi court . bru tau sape betul sape salah .
ak bukan nk mara sgt . tapi ak nk bagitau la ape yg kau buat kat ak tu tak patut la sampai mcm tu . ape la sgt klu ak tak reply ke,, tak layan kau ke,, tak knal kau ke,, tak payah la sampai nk merendahkan martabat org laki and org perempuan . tak payah la nk judge ak kata ak sombong la sedangkan kau tak knal pn ak . patut ke klu ak tak knal kau and ak ckp kau sombong la apela . kau sendiri pn tak nak kn . so paham2 je la . this is a win-win situation ok . klu rasa ak tak nak layan kau,, kau tak yah la kesah psl ak . kau pn tak rugi ape . ak lagi bahagie .
in the end,, post ni bukan nk menghina sape2 sbb hakikatnye kat cni ak yang telah di hina oleh org2 yg tak sepatutnya . so tade sebab org2 yg tidak berkaitan nk rasa mara psl post ni . ak tak salahkan kaum lelaki ok . ak juz "underestimate" lelaki2 yang tidak tahu menggunakan kelebihan yang ada sebagai seorang lelaki . kerana di tangan lelaki lah terletaknya harga diri seorang perempuan . BECAUSE A REAL MAN KNOWS A REAL WOMAN'S WORTH . and for those man who knows his woman's worth,, andalah lelaki yang akan menjadi penghulu syurga yang kekal abadi .
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Friday, May 28, 2010
You and I - We need money$$$
i am single again . urgh ;( . not happy about it . it's so boring being a single . damn boring . Okay,, i know i used to say " Single is the BEST Damn Thing " . it's true . single is the best damn thing . but it's not the best thing when you are bored . for a person like me,, BORING is the only thing that bugs me a lot . because i have nothing to do . my school is over . i didn't have a job . i'm sitting at home alone . GLUED to my laptop and tv . i am practically broke! . i don't have money . what else can i do??! . someone have to quite me down before i scream to my laptop . hehe ;p
holiday? it's the first thing that came to my mind . unfortunately i'm poor . not a rich person . shopping? haha ;p it wont be a bad idea if i had money just to top up my phone credit . what else.... leisure? again . i am unbelievably extremely very poor . so the key to my ri-donkey-lous unsolved case is MONEY .
GAWD, it's scare the shit out of me . how am i gonna live in this world? . MONEY . Everybody needs money . i need money . " Money can't buy happiness " . Owh ,, Hell No! . Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to go shopping . what a douche-bag! . people kill for money these days okay ? . live to the fact . if you can buy a big house,, a dream house where you can live happily with your family,, isn't it worth it? . isn't money is the way to get everything you want?? .
ermm,, i had a twist while i wrote just now . lets say you bought a house,, your dream house . you and your family live there happily . you have big cars with a butler . you have a golf course at your backyard and you wear a Jimmy Choo's . and you are happy . my question is did you bought happiness or you bought things that makes you happy? . i think we all bought things that make us happy isn't it . so we didn't actually buy happiness . we use money as a tool to have happiness . now we're clear .
yes . i may wrong a little . but hey,, in the nutshell,, money still can brings you wonders of life . especially in marriage . a stable and happy marriage is a marriage that can go through any commitment in future . and believe this saying,, when you have 3 kids, a house loan , car debts, piles of bills and tons of taxes,, money is your only commitment . omg,, only by seeing my soon-to-be-married-yet-to-have-a-family sister have sent chills down my spine . how can i have a family?? . that is just me . now imagine millions of people . soon,, we all just clone ourselves and will not produce anymore . woosh!
that is why people become materialistics nowadays . you can't blame me for being materialistics (i like things but i'm not materialistics - for now - erm,, i still think that i am not materialistics) . look at the paychecks todays,, even undergraduates hardly can survive a month with 4k salary . living cost is too high! we've become crazy about bills, taxes, clothes, food, expenses, lifestyle- MONEY . we cried when we announced our bankruptcy,, we yelled when our stock market crashed,, we shouted when oil price rocketed,, we jumped when the governments claimed malaysia holds the highest increased of budget deficit of 5% for over the 20 years (what is that? - well,, i can tell you - it doesn't sound good to me) . we have UN (PBB), UNICEF, UNESCO . now we should have MOMOWO - Money Monkey World Organisation .
a farmer makes 80k profit from breeding catfish . that's 20 times more than a doctor get a month salary . a beggar makes rm 200 - rm 300 a day on a street more than a lawyer could make a day-everywhere! . it's crazy! . the world have gone crazy! . errr,, should we all become beggars ????
holiday? it's the first thing that came to my mind . unfortunately i'm poor . not a rich person . shopping? haha ;p it wont be a bad idea if i had money just to top up my phone credit . what else.... leisure? again . i am unbelievably extremely very poor . so the key to my ri-donkey-lous unsolved case is MONEY .
GAWD, it's scare the shit out of me . how am i gonna live in this world? . MONEY . Everybody needs money . i need money . " Money can't buy happiness " . Owh ,, Hell No! . Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to go shopping . what a douche-bag! . people kill for money these days okay ? . live to the fact . if you can buy a big house,, a dream house where you can live happily with your family,, isn't it worth it? . isn't money is the way to get everything you want?? .
ermm,, i had a twist while i wrote just now . lets say you bought a house,, your dream house . you and your family live there happily . you have big cars with a butler . you have a golf course at your backyard and you wear a Jimmy Choo's . and you are happy . my question is did you bought happiness or you bought things that makes you happy? . i think we all bought things that make us happy isn't it . so we didn't actually buy happiness . we use money as a tool to have happiness . now we're clear .
yes . i may wrong a little . but hey,, in the nutshell,, money still can brings you wonders of life . especially in marriage . a stable and happy marriage is a marriage that can go through any commitment in future . and believe this saying,, when you have 3 kids, a house loan , car debts, piles of bills and tons of taxes,, money is your only commitment . omg,, only by seeing my soon-to-be-married-yet-to-have-a-family sister have sent chills down my spine . how can i have a family?? . that is just me . now imagine millions of people . soon,, we all just clone ourselves and will not produce anymore . woosh!
that is why people become materialistics nowadays . you can't blame me for being materialistics (i like things but i'm not materialistics - for now - erm,, i still think that i am not materialistics) . look at the paychecks todays,, even undergraduates hardly can survive a month with 4k salary . living cost is too high! we've become crazy about bills, taxes, clothes, food, expenses, lifestyle- MONEY . we cried when we announced our bankruptcy,, we yelled when our stock market crashed,, we shouted when oil price rocketed,, we jumped when the governments claimed malaysia holds the highest increased of budget deficit of 5% for over the 20 years (what is that? - well,, i can tell you - it doesn't sound good to me) . we have UN (PBB), UNICEF, UNESCO . now we should have MOMOWO - Money Monkey World Organisation .
a farmer makes 80k profit from breeding catfish . that's 20 times more than a doctor get a month salary . a beggar makes rm 200 - rm 300 a day on a street more than a lawyer could make a day-everywhere! . it's crazy! . the world have gone crazy! . errr,, should we all become beggars ????
A " Do Over "
I used to write happy stuff that happens in my life in this blog . its been a year since i wrote in this blog . and i didn't write anything during that time . because my life is nothing . 2009 is just a chapter of my life that i almost practically,, lived " in the BOX " . i started blogging in year 2007 . where at that time all good things happened in my life . but all good things came to an end . after i broke up i don't have anything to say in this blog . my ideas are all gone . just some stray thoughts out of nowhere . i don't have the desire to share things anymore . i was a blogger . most blogger like to post everything about their life and feelings . but i didn't do that for a year . because some things are just too personal for me to share it with everyone . i lived in a pathetic conditions where things are just too complicated . i had a handle on my life before,, but it broke . i was sad . i was not in a good shape . i was completely clueless and miserable . the darkest age of my life . i am tired of faking " I am happy, everyone " and put on a smile face .
i really want to get over things . i wanted to leave everything behind and " Do Over " again . Life is a " Do Over " for me . i did it once . and i want to do it again . this time is me getting back up again . i am tired of finding happiness that never comes,, love that eventually breaking me apart . i am tired of people's expectations on me,, all their hopes on me . i am tired of my life before . i am tired to the point where i want to run away from everything .
i have so many things in my mind right now . wishing if i could just put a FULL STOP
i really want to get over things . i wanted to leave everything behind and " Do Over " again . Life is a " Do Over " for me . i did it once . and i want to do it again . this time is me getting back up again . i am tired of finding happiness that never comes,, love that eventually breaking me apart . i am tired of people's expectations on me,, all their hopes on me . i am tired of my life before . i am tired to the point where i want to run away from everything .
i have so many things in my mind right now . wishing if i could just put a FULL STOP
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